I think a week or so after, I emailed my sister and brother to see if they would consider a project around Evelyns death. Over a decade later, the remaining family set out on a hiking tour, visiting landscapes Evelyn liked to walk, to reflect on his life and death. Dr. McGann is a clinical psychologist with a private practice focusing on traumatic loss in New York City. And that's why the portrait that Evelyn offers is so intimate and genuine, and such a beautiful perspective into the lives of people who have been affected by the suicide of loved ones. The subject of this latest feature is in every sense closer to home, but no less gruelling a topic. Failed to report flower. Some chatter. Dear mother of Eileen (Joe) Zodrow, Kathy (Terry) West and Orv "Butch" (Beth Wood) Einsiedel. Are you adding a grave photo that will fulfill this request? This browser does not support getting your location. Please try again later. Posted on Sep 10, 2019Updated on May 20, 2021, 4:23 am CDT. I dont feel like Im exorcising stuff. They are proud of each other for sharing their pain. Orlando von Einsiedel is waiting for me, perched on a stone pillar, his legs swinging in the air like a boy waiting to be picked up from outside the school gates. Naively, I thought this process would simply provide some closure, Orlando explains. The land is lovely but rugged. Your Scrapbook is currently empty. He lets us into his family and heart and it is a privilege. You opening up will help people., There are 5,000 suicides per year in the UK, and its estimated that each death affects around 120 people. Although autumns approach is tweaking the colour palette, the breeze is warm and gentle. Try again later. Please review our, You need to be a subscriber to join the conversation. There is 1 volunteer for this cemetery. Evelyn Henry A Von-Einsiedel 1982 2005 Evelyn Henry A Von-Einsiedel in England & Wales, Death Index, 1837-2005. Orlando takes me through the kitchen and outside to the garden, all the way to the back. Making it was excruciating, he says. All photos uploaded successfully, click on the Done button to see the photos in the gallery. Preceded in death by her parents Walter and Mae Thomas, and granddaughter Anjanette "AJ" West. Evelyns inner torment grew steadily worse. Graceful drone shots of the spectacular landscapes and a thoughtful but not overbearing score represent further virtues of this elegant film. Search above to list available cemeteries. Fiona wasnt just a ghost in old family photo albums. Ive had lots of experience with those I thought were at risk of taking their own lives, and its been terrifying.. Its hard to imagine a more beautiful and appropriate backdrop for this film. I got furious, How dare you ask that? I hadnt talked about Evelyn for years, let alone thought of making a film. It is a measure of von Einsiedels progress that they have given him the middle name Evelyn a constant, permanent and indelible reminder of the brother who, for more than a decade, he simply could not and would not talk about. They walked with a camera lens discreetly poking out the back of a rucksack in an attempt to talk, for the very first time, about the death of Evelyn 13 years before. To view a photo in more detail or edit captions for photos you added, click the photo to open the photo viewer. There did need to be some persuasion, says Gwennie, a 33-year-old PhD student. Two of his fathers uncles took their own lives. At one moment in the film, the family decides to get some ice cream. Some lash out. I hope people may take something from this film, go on a walk and talk about this stuff because it feels so much better when it comes out., Gwennie concurs. Oops! But making the film has proved enormously cathartic, he says. Over a decade later, th See production, box office & company info, Dig Deeper - Das Verschwinden von Birgit Meier. The film periodically punctuates close-ups of sorrowful faces, forest paths, and wildflowers with impressive drone shots. He approaches the project with an honesty that the family members cant quite muster. Films. Brenden Gallagher is a politics reporter and cultural commentator. In this way we see it is not his suicide that defines Evelyn, but his life: his keen intelligence, his wit and the frequency in which he would fart. Our parents split when we were all quite young; my mum had to bring us up by herself, he explains. He feared it would prove emotionally overwhelming. Orlando von Einsiedels first full-length documentary, Virunga, chronicled the battle to save Africas oldest national park in the Democratic Republic of the Congo from armed rebel militias and a predatory British oil company. Evelyn documents the touching five-week journey on foot that the von Einsiedel family takes 13 years after the death of their brother, Evelyn. My mother was always involved in charities, always pushing us to a purpose rather than just making money or chasing pure creativity. If we filmed this walk and it was a bad experience, we would kill the film, he says. Flowers added to the memorial appear on the bottom of the memorial or here on the Flowers tab. As the film goes on, it becomes increasingly clear that Orlando is using the filmmaking process as a wall to hide behind. How can you tell other peoples stories, delve so deep into other peoples pain and not talk about your own issues? 31. Like a sucker punch, he says. I will always regret not being able to save the person who was closest to me., At the end of our walk, we reach Wood Vale in Forest Hill, Orlandos mothers house, a house now occupied by art students, friends of the family. Dow also used a drone, which conveyed the eerie sense of Evelyn looking down on his family as they hiked across the moors and mountains. Normally you would have to know someone for a long time to talk about suicide, Orlando explains. The familys experience is one of sorrow, memorial, and reflection far more than it is about finding answers. Traditionally, men find it harder to open up, to exercise their vulnerabilities, to get their emotions out in the open. Unbeknownst to her, it was actually the anniversary of my brothers death. Thanks for using Find a Grave, if you have any feedback we would love to hear from you. Loving grandmother of Matt (Tina) and Liz Zodrow and Teresa (Scott) Johnson, Emily West, and Andrea (Roger) Rocha. I wasnt scared of appearing weak in front of anyone but I just couldnt drop the strong older brother armour with my brother and sister.. Educated at Alleyns School in Dulwich, von Einsiedel became a semi-professional snowboarder while studying at the University of Manchester and the London School of Economics, and began filming himself and his fellow snowboarders to attract sponsorship. Reliving the most emotional moments of the walk as he edited them in his studio brought von Einsiedel out in stress-related boils. He protested that he did not want to burden others, that it was all too draining. Fiona, after all, wasnt just a ghost in old family photo albums, a long shadow cast. There, youll also find thoughts and questions by our community. After talking to Orlando and watching his film, I worried about the silence that echoed around the issue within my family and in my own head. Some turn into themselves. Sister of Private; Private and Private. Photos larger than 8Mb will be reduced. You can customize the cemeteries you volunteer for by selecting or deselecting below. Youre going to have to talk. By the end of filming, the siblings were talking freely about Evelyn in a way they never had. Evelyn tackles a subject that he and his stoic, middle-class English family had done their best to suppress for 13 years, a tragedy they never talked about, a wound so painful they could scarcely bear to think of it: the suicide of his 22-year-old brother, Evelyn, in 2004. The kind of deeply personal explorationEvelynoffers would have made for a great film on its own. In Evelyn, a gut-wrenchingly personal new documentary, White Helmets director Orlando von Einsiedel tackles the subject of male suicide; telling the story of his brothers death, and the effect it had on his friends and family. He worried it would be seen as incredibly self-indulgent middle-class twaddle. Resend Activation Email, Please check the I'm not a robot checkbox, If you want to be a Photo Volunteer you must enter a ZIP Code or select your location on the map. When his brother, recently diagnosed with schizophrenia and suffering from intense depression, died by suicide at 22, Orlando and his other two siblings buried the trauma, rarely talking about it. [3], For large parts of the film, the camerawork appears to require an operator walking backwards. That led to work with the Al Jazeera television station, followed by the breakthrough triumphs of Virunga and The White Helmets. He smiles: We werent exactly saints. Her death was considered shameful and never really spoken about in the family, he says. While John, an ice cream man who lost his mother, articulates the issue so clearly and succinctly that his words have stayed with Orlando ever since: Its just an illness. Evelyn, beautifully, does just that. This account already exists, but the email address still needs to be confirmed. That raw, unfiltered view of the fragility of family dynamics is exposed movingly, and sometimes comically, throughout. Visually, Evelynis fairly simple, shot with the unpretentious confidence of an expert hand. Such diagnoses can devastate a young person, eviscerate all their dreams and the life theyd hoped to lead. Later, the von Einsiedels meet a veteran who recently had three of his friends from the armed forces take their own lives. is not a feel-good date night film. Also survived by 17 beloved great grandchildren, nieces, nephews, other cherished relatives and friends. There is a problem with your email/password. They have also shared with us, the audience, who Evelyn was, and thus added to his legacy. At one moment in the film, the family decides to get some ice cream. Some lash out. There was a problem getting your location. We both stand silently for a moment. They all remember Evelyn in roughly the same way, as a beautiful yet troubled soul. I remember coming down the stairs, the policeman at the door and the wail of my mother. He said: "When my brother died, I buried the . [1][2], It was released Netflix on 10 September 2019. Throughout the film, the von Einsiedels try to make sense of Evelyns death. The exquisite scenery encouraged them to open up. She also helped to create the guidelines of the Survivors of Suicide Loss Task Force for the National Action Alliance for Suicide Prevention. I couldnt even say Evelyns name out loud. [7] One song was contributed by Evelyn's sister Gwendolyn Einsiedel, a musician in her own right who remembers singing almost every day during the making of the film, though very little made it onto the final cut. Not doing any work, just shutting down, being belligerent. Try again. Youre taking a liberty, Leon told him. Evelyn is on BBC 2 on 18 May at 10.45pm. You can find even more stories on our Home page. A long walk with the people we care about can be a good place to start. Its like he couldnt shake the noise and anxiety of the world around him. A conversation? Is this the most powerful film about male suicide ever made? His death wasn't entirely unexpected Evelyn was schizophrenic, and spent the last stretch of his life in the grip of his condition but the incident still tore Orlando's family apart. Learn about how to make the most of a memorial. Year should not be greater than current year. Even though its someone elses family, the grainy, hand-held footage is immediately relatable; conjuring up a nostalgic, near-distant past and awakening memories of familiar teenage years. "Evelyn" is a raw yet beautiful documentary of a family grieving a suicide. To use this feature, use a newer browser. There wasnt so much money from sponsors in the sport back then., Orlando and his friends began to film themselves on the slopes, pulling tricks and getting into scrapes, and soon he figured out they could make money from it, putting the cash back into their sport and travel while also developing his new-found love for telling stories through documentaries. I dont think weve dealt with it yet, Robin reflects. Suicide is a subject that badly needs to be addressed. Erfahren Sie mehr ber die Pflege einer Gedenksttte. He stops and turns to his right, where several large, yawning trees sway in the late August breeze. Oops, we were unable to send the email. I remember feeling furious. It has brought Evelyn back into his life again. She was a sister, my aunt, a daughter, a friend, a companion, my six-year-old daughters great aunty. I shut it down. It was during that press tour, I think, for White Helmets, explains Orlando, that Joanna [Natasegara, a producer who worked with the director on White Helmets, Virunga and eventually Evelyn] asked me if I had ever considered making a film about my family, about my brothers suicide. Evelyn Henry A Von-Einsiedel in England & Wales, Death Index, 1837-2005 Evelyn Henry A Von-Einsiedel in England & Wales Deaths, GRO Indexes, 1969 - 2007 view all Immediate Family Andreas Graf von Einsiedel father Harriet Angela Victoria von Eins. Since then, Orlando and the rest of his family have largely refused to discuss his brother and hidden those memories for over a decade. Thats an outdated view of masculinity, and seeing someone like you, as successful as you are, being open and vulnerable might make all the difference to someone watching this, to someone whos not been able to talk about it for fear of being seen as weak.. [7], Evelyn premiered at the 2018 London Film Festival. Evelyn von Einsiedel took his own life 14 years ago. And the tone of the film, which features footage from their walks along national parks in Scotland, including Cairngorms, Loch Lomond, and the Trossachs, is quite meditative as it seeks to offer a catalyst for the surviving family members, rather than uncover some "truth" or mystery around their brother's death. It was my mother, Alisons, sister, Fiona, who killed herself when I was around ten or eleven. This review contains discussion of suicide. That year he won Best Documentary Short for White Helmets, a savagely raw insight into the group of on-the-ground first responders to airstrikes that target civilians in Syria. The premise revolves around Orlando's own family dealing with the effects of a suicide committed 13 years earlier by Orlando's brother Evelyn, by taking a series of long walks visiting landscapes Evelyn liked to walk when he was still alive. On a beautiful summers day they walked across the South Downs and von Einsiedel managed albeit tearfully to read them a bittersweet poem about death that he had been sent by a friend. But we do learn, especially from the siblings' parents, how traumatic the day of Evelyn's death was for them. We have a history in my family of male suicides, unfortunately.. Film-maker Orlando von Einsiedel turns the camera on his own family in this unfiltered exploration of the effects of suicide. But how did Evelyn von Einsiedel die? Can a hike across Scotland help heal three siblings who for 13 years have not truly spoken of their brother Evelyns death by suicide? And that diagnosis nearly finished me off., 'He was so sure that it was the only path left available for him. While making the film was a much-needed therapeutic process for his family, Orlando is committed to using it as a tool to kick-start a wider conversation about mental health and suicide; which remains the single biggest killer of young men in the UK. Through gritted teeth, Orlando painstakingly documented a gut-wrenchingly personal journey in search of catharsis. I applaud the director. Id carried it the whole way along the walk and just put off reading it until that last night, he says. The email does not appear to be a valid email address. Indeed, at times the serendipitous encounters, for instance with strangers who also grieve for loved ones lost to suicide, almost make it feel staged. Enjoyed this article? Orlando von Einsiedel, UK, 2018, 100 mins, English. For memorials with more than one photo, additional photos will appear here or on the photos tab. I just totally lost it. Looking for something more specific? Passed to Eternal Life Sunday, January 31, 2016, age 91 years. gets at something more universal. Slowly the siblings, parents and friends tell each other how they first found out. Finally, Orlando realised this was a deafening silence that could go on no longer. As with each of Orlandos previous films, he is collaborating with producer Joanna Natasegara to amplify the films message through action around the film. To force the issue up the agenda and support those affected personally, theyve organised talks and walks after each screening of Evelyn with charity partners CALM and Samaritans. Evelyn is a 2018 documentary directed by and starring Orlando von Einsiedel.The premise revolves around Orlando's own family dealing with the effects of a suicide committed 13 years earlier by Orlando's brother Evelyn, by taking a series of long walks visiting landscapes Evelyn liked to walk when he was still alive. More than that, pain is the substance of. Please contact Find a Grave at [emailprotected] if you need help resetting your password. Resend Activation Email. She was a sister, a friend, a companion, my daughters great aunty. Over a decade later, the remaining family set out on a . Maybe we too should take a walk together, to bring into sharper view a life that, although cut short, was beautiful too in many respects. He was a textbook example of that stiff upper lip, dont talk about your emotions, carry on mentality. As Orlando explains, Deep down he knew what it meant, or thought he did. Use the links under See more to quickly search for other people with the same last name in the same cemetery, city, county, etc. Perhaps the film also might also serve to deter those thinking of suicide from leaving such a devastating legacy on their friends and family. On some of the walks, theyre joined by their divorced parents. Evelyn was always so bright. I dont know if Id ever had a conversation with Jo about what happened. LikeHuckonFacebookorfollow us onTwitter. Evelyn Henry A Einsiedel was born on month day 1982. ). Weve arranged to meet at Londons Southbank, the brutalist concrete labyrinth of nooks and walkways that grips to the inside edge of the Thames most central bend. But every family member deals with their grief differently. To add a flower, click the Leave a Flower button. But his reaction startled him. Overall, men, shockingly, still make up three-quarters of those who take their own life in this country. We have a history in my family of male suicides, unfortunately., Orlando hikes with his brother, Robin, his sister, Gwendolen, his divorced parents, Andreas and Harriet (separately), and some close family friends. As things went on, it became really apparent it was me who struggled to talk. Quickly see who the memorial is for and when they lived and died and where they are buried. Posted Tuesday 20th November, 2018Text by Alex King, The story behind the biggest killer of young men in the UK, The grassroots cycling project crossing Europe for refugees, Six of the best docs you might have missed this year, The stark impact of climate change on the Arctic Frontier, Identical Strangers: the secret triplets that stunned the world, Saving people at sea should never be a crime, What 2022 meant for trans rights in the UK, Tender photos of a maligned Cape Town neighbourhood, As a postie, I have no choice but to strike, Haunting photos of life around the worlds oil fields. I was at university on the day it happened. Original reporting and incisive analysis, direct from the Guardian every morning, sually, UK-based director Orlando von Einsiedel works the hard-hitting factual documentary beat, having made Oscar-nominated feature. Silence is the major theme, as suicide is so difficult to talk about. Other international suicide helplines can be found at befrienders.org. After tests, they decided it wasnt depression; it was schizophrenia. If I want anything to happen its for this story, Evelyns story, to show how talking about these things can only be a good thing, as hard as it is to talk and to enable others to talk and reach out to those that might need help., The silence around suicide must be confronted. Talking about it makes it better., Making this film was incredibly hard. cemeteries found in Milwaukee, Milwaukee County, Wisconsin, USA will be saved to your photo volunteer list. Von Einsiedel contrasts simple footage of his family walking through the natural beauty of the U.K. with vintage home videos. A directors job is asking questions and I feel safe doing that, he says. The honesty of the family members feelings and the family footage is incredible. How to process and speak about suicide? cemeteries found within miles of your location will be saved to your photo volunteer list. Other themes touched on are how suicide can splinter families; how survivors. A system error has occurred. Compared to the usual stilted, talking head interviews, it works incredibly well as a documentary device, breaking open the body language for the viewer; with the radio mics often picking up things muttered under the breath, out of earshot of the others. evelyn von einsiedel cause of death 'It's a touch of that "man up, puff your chest out and just get on with it". at 1-800-273-8255. The film is about how all of us experience grief, and how we strive to understand how someone we love might take their own life. Virunga, released in 2014, was, staggeringly, Orlandos debut feature-length documentary, a breathtaking film that focuses on the dangerous work of a group of park rangers in the Congos Virunga National Park during the rise of the blood-soaked M23 rebellion. Walking together is a good opportunity to talk, but it can also take the pressure out of tough conversations you can drop back and discussions can stop and start. Walking together in the open countryside forms an almost protective space for the family. If you or someone you know is contemplating suicide, call theNational Suicide Prevention LifelineOpens a New Window. 4 November 2018 Orlando von Einsiedel (right) and his brother, Evelyn, at Derwentwater, Cumbria, aged 18 and 16, 1998 Orlando von Einsiedel is waiting for me, perched on a stone pillar,. Many of the themes in this film echo experiences of other suicide loss survivors, so while it is a story of one familys journey, it is sure to bring solace and recognition to others who have lost a loved one to suicide. The seller takes their orders and they get to talking about their journey. Over the course of the five-week walk, the three siblings are joined for shorter amounts of time by their mother, then their father, then some cousins and friends of Evelyn's, and additionally meet several passersby who are moved by the von Einsiedel's family project. At one point, their father remarks on the family history of mental illness. Make sure that the file is a photo. The film is about how all of us experience grief, and how we strive to understand how someone we love might take their own life. We had no idea about any mental health issues., Evelyns parents, however, especially his mother, Harriet, found his behaviour increasingly hard to deal with. Of course, once I had calmed down, I was shocked by my own terrible reaction. rhaps the film also might also serve to deter those thinking of suicide from leaving such a devastating legacy on their friends and family. There are also sad movies guaranteed to make you cry, weird movies to melt your brain, old movies when you need something classic, and standup specials when you really need to laugh. Orlando, now 38, and I are here to talk about Evelyn and Evelyn, a film he made last year, out now, which, if not the most dangerous project this Academy Award-winning documentary maker has been involved in, then without question the most personal. The sponsor of a memorial may add an additional. Share this memorial using social media sites or email. He knew none of us had spoken about this and said, I think its a really great thing. For more information about suicide prevention or to speak with someone confidentially, contact theNational Suicide Prevention Lifeline(U.S.) orSamaritans(U.K.). As a filmmaker, you tend to think about things in neater realities, but real life is far more complicated. It doesnt feel like a spoiler to say the filmmaker weeps. 'I couldnt even say Evelyns name out loud. When his brother, newly diagnosed as schizophrenic and suffering from intense depression, took his own life at 22, Orlando and his other two siblings buried the trauma, rarely talking about it. But their long-estranged parents agreed immediately. Continuing with this request will add an alert to the cemetery page and any new volunteers will have the opportunity to fulfill your request. Two years ago, when Joanna [Natasegara, producer] suggested making a film about my family, I was completely floored by the question. Close this window, and upload the photo(s) again. By the time of the lawsuit, Evelyn was wheelchair-bound. 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